Freak out with me? (Loss)

[FishChicks]

Fuck. I'm so, so sorry.

[chocolatepie]

I am so so sorry.

[cherryvalance]

I'm so, so sorry. Seriously, fuck everything.

[bronxgirl]

I'm so sorry. IF is so cruel and unfair.

[woowoo]

Damnit all. I'm so sorry.

[boiler717]

I am so sorry. Thinking of you and your wife.

[seeyalater52]

Thanks you guys. This board has been such a source of strength and support.

This has been just unbelievably fucking shitty and I’m sure will feel even moreso when it really actually sinks in that this isn’t happening.

For some reason this morning I woke up fixated on the fact that because of the testing and delays waiting for results I most likely won’t be pregnant again before the due date of my first loss in March and it just broke my heart all over again. Not sure why that is what I’m stuck on right now but it is killing me.

[thoseareradishes]

I'm so sorry seeyalater52. This really sucks.

[kellikans]

I'm so sorry seeyalater52.

[EllieT]

Oh no, I am so very sorry.

[icedcoffee]

I’m sorry. Sometimes the anticipation of future dates is worse than actually experiencing it. Regardless, I hope you get your rainbow baby BFP before that date. Hugs. IF sucks.

[landmermaid]

I'm so very sorry. This is terribly unfair.

[shoeless]

I just saw your updates and I’m so very very sorry seeyater. I can understand being fixated on a point in time in which you thought ‘by then everything will be ok’. I’ll told myself last year at thanksgiving that I’d be pregnant by this time next year. I am not (obviously). When we found out that the last transfer didn’t work, the grief just double over. Everything I’d been holding back because ‘things would get better’ came pouring out. So many hugs to you

[stellelinds25]

No, no, no....I'm so very sorry. Sending you all the ((hugs)) in the world.

[pickel]

I’m so sorry. I know there are no words to make you feel better. I’m thinking of you. ((Hugs))

[blt08]

I'm so sorry.

[fairfax]

Nov 25, 2018 10:33:08 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Thanks you guys. This board has been such a source of strength and support.

This has been just unbelievably fucking shitty and I’m sure will feel even moreso when it really actually sinks in that this isn’t happening.

For some reason this morning I woke up fixated on the fact that because of the testing and delays waiting for results I most likely won’t be pregnant again before the due date of my first loss in March and it just broke my heart all over again. Not sure why that is what I’m stuck on right now but it is killing me.

I’m so sorry. Those “anniversaries” are so difficult to handle on top of everything else.