The love you had for each other is obvious from what you wrote in this post. He knew you loved him and would have been there physically if possible. Try not to feel guilty.
So many hugs, Jigsy. It obvious that he loved you so much, and you loved him. Don't beat yourself up with the should haves. Love transcends location. You were there.
I'm so sorry, that's so sad and so overwhelming this close to the holidays. I'm glad you were able to speak to him over the phone but I'm sorry you missed seeing him in person.
And if you need to talk, pm me. Last year was my first Christmas post divorce, and I lost my dad a few months later. This will be my first Christmas without my dad. . Many hugs
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