I am so sorry. Please don't think about the "what if" and "what could have been." They lead to nothing but a lifetime of regrets. You loved your dad and he loved you. You were blessed to be able to speak with him before he died. He held on as long as he could because of his love for you. You are so very fortunate you got to say goodbye and I love you. And even more fortunate to have a lifetime of memories of a wonderful father to make you smile and give you the warmth in his memory that you had in his life. (((jigsy))) It's still hard, even when it's expected, and especially when you thought you had at least a little more time. I am so sorry for your loss.
Im so sorry. Please take care of yourself and your family. What an awful time for this. I lost my mom the day before my birthday. Please feel free to PM me if you want to vent or need encouragement.
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