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awkwardpenguin Senior Member Posts: 7,740 Likes: 7,815	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 15:43:17 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by awkwardpenguin on Feb 17, 2020 15:43:17 GMT -5 I'm so sorry, keeping you in my thoughts.
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kristind3 Full Member Posts: 1,771 Likes: 1,574	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 16:01:57 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kristind3 on Feb 17, 2020 16:01:57 GMT -5 I’m so sorry. It’s all so unfair.
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VacayVaca New Member Posts: 227 Likes: 172	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 16:04:29 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by VacayVaca on Feb 17, 2020 16:04:29 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. This is not the update I was hoping for and I'm just so sorry you have to make these decisions again.
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bronxgirl Moderator Posts: 13,860 Likes: 18,190	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 16:09:39 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by bronxgirl on Feb 17, 2020 16:09:39 GMT -5 I'm so, so sorry. You are in my thoughts. Hugs
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scm1011 Elder Posts: 14,829 Likes: 24,932	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 19:38:54 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by scm1011 on Feb 17, 2020 19:38:54 GMT -5 I'm so so sorry
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pinkpeony08 Full Member Posts: 1,602 Likes: 1,214	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 20:13:02 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pinkpeony08 on Feb 17, 2020 20:13:02 GMT -5 I'm so sorry. Thinking of you as you wait for your appointment.
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starryfish Senior Member Posts: 5,906 Likes: 3,356	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 21:44:44 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by starryfish on Feb 17, 2020 21:44:44 GMT -5 I’m so so sorry
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knx9211 Elder Posts: 13,169 Likes: 35,591	faint BFP - final update Feb 17, 2020 22:58:22 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by knx9211 on Feb 17, 2020 22:58:22 GMT -5 I am so very sorry.
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pandora89 Senior Member Posts: 7,246 Likes: 10,912	faint BFP - final update Feb 18, 2020 8:27:17 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pandora89 on Feb 18, 2020 8:27:17 GMT -5 I am so sorry. This is so unfair.
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konapoppy Moderator Posts: 9,019 Likes: 14,466	faint BFP - final update Feb 18, 2020 9:16:04 GMT -5 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by konapoppy on Feb 18, 2020 9:16:04 GMT -5 Noooooooooo. I am so sorry.
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shauni27 Elder Posts: 15,072 Likes: 16,898	faint BFP - final update Feb 18, 2020 10:05:10 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by shauni27 on Feb 18, 2020 10:05:10 GMT -5 msmerymac, I am so, so heartbroken to hear this. I am sending love and support.
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icedcoffee Elder Posts: 15,458 Likes: 24,823	faint BFP - final update Feb 18, 2020 13:03:28 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by icedcoffee on Feb 18, 2020 13:03:28 GMT -5 I am so sorry. Sending you lots of love.
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janegold Elder Posts: 14,464 Likes: 15,413	faint BFP - final update Feb 18, 2020 13:20:45 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by janegold on Feb 18, 2020 13:20:45 GMT -5 I'm so very sorry
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Well THIS is an emotional roller coaster.

We went in today expecting to schedule a D&C. I've also contacted the Braverman clinic about doing an initial consultation, just to hear if they had anything they thought the could do for another transfer, but these losses are getting so traumatic that going straight to a GC was appealing.

I'm 7 weeks today. As soon as the tech (a different u/s tech) got the wand in there she said, "You DO have a heartbeat."

I was measuring 6w4d with a heartbeat of 126/minute.

My doctor is very pleased and feeling optimistic. I'll go in again next Thursday which feels like FOREVER from now. He said this next week will be key, so we should see some really good advances if all goes well.

Putting a hold on that anniversary trip for now, lol.

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pinkpeony08 Full Member Posts: 1,602 Likes: 1,214	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 10:09:54 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pinkpeony08 on Feb 20, 2020 10:09:54 GMT -5 msmerymac what a rollercoaster! I hope you can find some good distractions to make the time between now and next week go quickly!
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seeyalater52 Elder Posts: 11,261 Likes: 43,378	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 10:09:55 GMT -5 via mobile msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by seeyalater52 on Feb 20, 2020 10:09:55 GMT -5 I’m over here sobbing. Oh Mery. Hoping with everything that I have that your little embryo stays on track.
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janegold Elder Posts: 14,464 Likes: 15,413	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 10:34:29 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by janegold on Feb 20, 2020 10:34:29 GMT -5 Whoa! I will be thinking about you over the next week, and hoping so hard that everything stays on track!
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stellelinds25 New Member Posts: 395 Likes: 888	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 10:36:17 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by stellelinds25 on Feb 20, 2020 10:36:17 GMT -5 That's amazing! Hoping next week gives you great news!
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icedcoffee Elder Posts: 15,458 Likes: 24,823	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 10:41:21 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by icedcoffee on Feb 20, 2020 10:41:21 GMT -5 OMG! YAY! Grow, baby, grow!
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Post by somersault72 on Feb 20, 2020 11:13:34 GMT -5

Feb 20, 2020 10:01:43 GMT -5 msmerymac said:

Well THIS is an emotional roller coaster.

We went in today expecting to schedule a D&C. I've also contacted the Braverman clinic about doing an initial consultation, just to hear if they had anything they thought the could do for another transfer, but these losses are getting so traumatic that going straight to a GC was appealing.

I'm 7 weeks today. As soon as the tech (a different u/s tech) got the wand in there she said, "You DO have a heartbeat."

I was measuring 6w4d with a heartbeat of 126/minute.

My doctor is very pleased and feeling optimistic. I'll go in again next Thursday which feels like FOREVER from now. He said this next week will be key, so we should see some really good advances if all goes well.

Putting a hold on that anniversary trip for now, lol.

Oh my GOSH! I'm so very glad they did that ultrasound! That is a wonderful heartbeat. I have everything crossed for you.

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starryfish Senior Member Posts: 5,906 Likes: 3,356	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 11:37:43 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by starryfish on Feb 20, 2020 11:37:43 GMT -5 ekkkkk AWESOME update!!!!!!!!
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achi Full Member Posts: 3,575 Likes: 2,511	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 11:40:24 GMT -5 via Tapatalk msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by achi on Feb 20, 2020 11:40:24 GMT -5 Holy shit. This is an awesome update! I will keep everything crossed that this stays on track!
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pandora89 Senior Member Posts: 7,246 Likes: 10,912	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 12:13:03 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by pandora89 on Feb 20, 2020 12:13:03 GMT -5 Omg!!! What a wonderful update!! Keeping everything crossed for you. 126 is a great heartbeat for around 7 weeks!
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Post by shauni27 on Feb 20, 2020 14:14:19 GMT -5

I LITERALLY HAVE CHILLS ALL OVER. This is incredible, but also so overwhelming. Try to plan something fun to look forward to every day until Tuesday and of course, report back! We are all pulling for you!

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scm1011 Elder Posts: 14,829 Likes: 24,932	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 14:26:37 GMT -5 msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by scm1011 on Feb 20, 2020 14:26:37 GMT -5 I am so so thrilled to see this amazing update. C'mon little baby, keeping growing!
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boiler717 Moderator Posts: 13,491 Likes: 11,848	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 16:06:30 GMT -5 via Tapatalk msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by boiler717 on Feb 20, 2020 16:06:30 GMT -5 Amazing!! FX for great growth this week.
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knx9211 Elder Posts: 13,169 Likes: 35,591	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 16:06:52 GMT -5 via mobile msmerymac and pooh8402 like this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by knx9211 on Feb 20, 2020 16:06:52 GMT -5 What a wonderful update!! The “6 weeks 2 days at the LATEST” seemed kind of early so I’m so glad they did another u/s. Hoping for more great updates!! ❤️❤️❤️
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Post by G22 on Feb 20, 2020 16:49:57 GMT -5

Feb 20, 2020 16:06:52 GMT -5 knx9211 said:

What a wonderful update!! The “6 weeks 2 days at the LATEST” seemed kind of early so I’m so glad they did another u/s. Hoping for more great updates!! ❤️❤️❤️

Agreed! I was under the impression 6 weeks on the dot was the earliest you could see a heartbeat so I was scratching my head at that. I'm so glad you got another ultrasound! Praying it keeps progressing and growing!!

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kristind3 Full Member Posts: 1,771 Likes: 1,574	faint BFP - final update Feb 20, 2020 17:25:06 GMT -5 via mobile msmerymac likes this Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kristind3 on Feb 20, 2020 17:25:06 GMT -5 Such a great update! Yay!
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Mushe Senior Member Posts: 7,838 Likes: 7,455	faint BFP - final update Feb 21, 2020 1:10:35 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Mushe on Feb 21, 2020 1:10:35 GMT -5 Msmery, this is an amazing update! Many good thoughts coming your way!
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