BFP (again) on transfer #6

[icedcoffee]

YAY!

[janegold]

So great!

[achi]

Woohoo! Grow baby grow!

[cherryvalance]

YAY!! I have never been happier, or rooting more, for someone I don't know. Every good vibe your way!

[bronxgirl]

Yay!!! Fabulous news.

[knx9211]

I am so happy for you!!!

[shauni27]

omggggggggggg yay! This is going to feel like such a long week. Keep yourself busy and report back on Friday--we are all thinking of you!

[vmars]

Yesss those are really awesome numbers!

[starryfish]

Feb 8, 2020 5:42:02 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

Feb 7, 2020 22:35:30 GMT -5 starryfish said:

My tests did not get darker always fir several days. My test was not very dark for 7-8dp5dt

Thanks. I know this can be true but for me it never has been so I try not to focus on it.

This morning my lines look a lot better though, so feeling a bit more calm going into my beta.

With my other positives they got darker. This one was weird. I didn’t have much hope but it worked

[pickel]

Yayayay!! We are all pulling for you!!

[seeyalater52]

I got a HELLA dye stealer tonight when I tested in a panic. Feeling temporarily relieved.

[knx9211]

Feb 11, 2020 21:23:41 GMT -5 seeyalater52 said:

I got a HELLA dye stealer tonight when I tested in a panic. Feeling temporarily relieved.

That’s amazing!! And early! Took me forever to get one of those bad boys.

[King26]

Congrats! Awesome betas

[achi]

Good luck today!!

[shauni27]

seeyalater52, good luck today on the beta! Report back!

[seeyalater52]

Beta #3 is 1368 for a doubling time of 38.6 hours!! One more beta Friday next week and heartbeat ultrasound tentatively scheduled for Feb 28th when I’ll be 6+5.

[achi]

WHY DOES THIS DAMN APP NOT HAVE A “LOVE” BUTTON?! This is the best news ever! I seriously could not be more happy for you than I already am!

[seeyalater52]

Feb 14, 2020 13:50:04 GMT -5 achi said:

WHY DOES THIS DAMN APP NOT HAVE A “LOVE” BUTTON?! This is the best news ever! I seriously could not be more happy for you than I already am!

This is so sweet. I am still so nervous but also coming around to the idea that this might finally be it.

[seeyalater52]

Feb 14, 2020 14:08:15 GMT -5 spearmintleaf said:

Congratulations!!! Can you remind me for context- what is the farthest you’ve gotten in the past? Were they all CPs? I hope that’s not an insensitive question, I like to know when I should be worrying the most and what are the biggest hurdles. Overinvested!

Not at all. I’ve had 3 CPs and 1 clinical miscarriage that didn’t develop past 6+3ish. That loss was due to a genetic issue and this is a tested embryo. These are my best betas yet by far and first true 48 hour or less doubling so I’m feeling maybe more optimistic than I ought to.

[knx9211]

AGHHHH I am SO EXCITED by this update!!!

[stellelinds25]

I'm so excited and happy for you!!! Hoping and praying this is it!

[FishChicks]

I've been thinking about you all day. I am so thrilled for you! I know the anxiety will run deep, but I hope you can have moments of joy, too!

[seeyalater52]

Feb 14, 2020 15:30:21 GMT -5 FishChicks said:

I've been thinking about you all day. I am so thrilled for you! I know the anxiety will run deep, but I hope you can have moments of joy, too!

Not yet, but I think if this continues on track for at least a few more weeks I’ll probably eventually get there. ❤️

[icedcoffee]

YAY! Congrats! So thrilled for you.

[boiler717]

This is amazing news!!!! Wishing you all the best.

[janegold]

Woohoo!

[vmars]

Such an amazing update. Pregnancy after a loss is very hard, your feelings are totally normal. Praying it continues to go well for you.

[seeyalater52]

Thank you all for the support. ❤️

I’m 5+0 today and still scared shitless but also downloaded 3 pregnancy apps this morning? It’s like I have two sides to my brain right now, the stubborn hopeful side that wants this to work so badly and the terrified side that expects it to be snatched away at any moment. I never know which one is going to win out moment to moment. Trying to stay calm and take it day by day but all of the waiting is hard and I’m somehow expected to continue to function in my everyday life while there is a person trying to grow inside me!? Pretending everything is normal when I’m losing it is probably the hardest part.

[achi]

I totally identify with everything you just said. Every pregnancy last year I told myself I would download the apps until I know for sure. Yet sure enough, I did every time.

[lovelyshoes]

One day at a time, it’s so freaking hard. I couldn’t relax the entire time. Wishing you calm thoughts and a relaxing day!