Post by downtoearth on Jan 15, 2019 12:20:53 GMT -5
I know I've been around for years, so I guess I just wanted to share with all of you that I kicked DH out last week and we're headed to divorce. I'm a mess...I knew we had communication problems, but I had no idea how bad it was for him.
The funny thing - and yes, I am laughing though my heartbroken tears - is that it's like a f$&*ing telenovela how I found out. Please don't quote I'll dd later.
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If you got through this, thanks. And WTF... I hope this get easier at some point?!
ETA - Thanks for all the support I read most of the responses through tears today.
Post by debatethis on Jan 15, 2019 12:24:46 GMT -5
Holy shit. He should thank his lucky stars all you did was kick him out. I don't have any advice but I just wanted to say you and your kids are in my thoughts and I hope you take him to the cleaners. ((hugs))
Holy shit. This is a terrible story and I'm so sorry that this happened to you.
I hope in the long run it ends up being a blessing. It sounds like he's a piece of shit and you deserve better. I'm really sorry you have to go through this in the meantime, though.
Post by Velar Fricative on Jan 15, 2019 12:29:56 GMT -5
I am full of rage on your behalf. Your STBXH is a shithead. But I cannot imagine how hard this is for you in the moment as you transition to a new life. Lean on us when you need to. So many hugs and I hope soon you’ll feel stronger and happier than ever.
Post by lurkydoodle on Jan 15, 2019 12:30:25 GMT -5
I'd be in jail for murder. You're a fucking saint. I hope recovery from this is quick and complete and you come out so much stronger and better. What an absolute piece of shit.
Post by childofhiphop on Jan 15, 2019 12:41:55 GMT -5
You are better than me. For real. In my sort of similar situation, I came out with a leather belt blazing. Not my proudest moment but no regrets either.
It sucks but I’m glad you get to see his true colors.
I wish you all the strength you need to take him to the cleaners and be strong for your children.
ETA: And I’m sooo sorry you’re having to go through all of this.
Post by sparrowsong on Jan 15, 2019 12:42:19 GMT -5
Wow.... wow.
I’m so sorry you have to go through this. I don’t know what else to say but hang in there. That’s some fucked up asshole behavior and you deserve better.
Post by suburbanzookeeper on Jan 15, 2019 12:45:41 GMT -5
You're an incredibly strong woman - holy shit. You deserve so much better! Editing to add the surviving infidelity website recommendation - it helped a lot for me sorting out my feelings and the motions with my ex-H after I found out. www.survivinginfidelity.com
I'm so sorry. FWIW he clearly has serious alcohol issues (on top of everything else he did) and your kids are better off not being around him right now. I wish you strength, and I hope you can find some peace.
Oh my fucking god...I am so sorry. Focus on yourself and your kids, reach out to both professional help and your close family and friends, find your support and know you're not alone.
You are better than that, you deserve better than that, and you're strong as fuck even if you have moments where you won't feel that way.
Post by CrazyLucky on Jan 15, 2019 12:55:22 GMT -5
I am sorry. You are stronger than I think I would be. I definitely would not have been so kind as to give that woman a ride home. Your drunk and it's cold? Too bad, Get out. How are your kids doing? Good luck dealing with the next few months. I'm sorry for what your family is going through. I hate your DH
Post by underwaterrhymes on Jan 15, 2019 12:57:25 GMT -5
I am so sorry.
Give yourself a lot of grace right now. My dad cheated on my mom throughout their marriage. They separated and divorced when I was 12, and although things were challenging (both of my parents are alcoholics and things were rough because of that), I want you to know that I am so glad my mom kicked his ass to the curb.
I wish she had loved herself a lot more during that time, so please mostly just give love to yourself and surround yourself with people who love you too.