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You got this!! Don't be nervous...you are fabulous.

I am meeting with Mr. Ghoster for a drink, and then I'm hoping my roommate will meet up with me so we can go out. I need human interaction, lol. And boys to buy me some drinks.

I think this set of flamefuls was a bust, lol.

Welcome and big hugs to you. It is hard, and we're here if you need anything.

Against everyone's advice, I took my friend's advice and swiped yes on the guy who ghosted me last year. He had swiped yes, too, and messaged me. We met for a drink last Saturday night and are supposed to meet up again this weekend. I am fully aware this could end with him ghosting me again, but I did get some answers as to wtf happened. I am proceeding with caution.

The medicine is finished and my suppressed appetite is officially gone. Holy shit I want to eat everything. I ate dinner about an hour ago and my stomach is GRUMBLING for more food already! WTF. I'm going to go for a run to distract myself. Let's be real though...I'll probably come home and eat more because all I can think about is food!

I'm going to ask a guy out for a drink on Saturday night. I fully expect him to say no or never respond, but I've told myself if that happens, it's a good lesson in rejection. Better to know he's not interested or is a ghoster sooner than later. I want to be bolder so step 1 is...be bolder, lol.

sweetchix, at least it was just a pillow shadow!

Ugh, my stomach hurts, as does my lady parts. I'm going to take a shower and probably go to bed way early. I think the stress caught up to me and I feel so, so tired.

It's so rainy here and the wind was literally howling all night long. Not my best sleep.

I went shopping last night and found everything on my list and I feel like I got some great deals! I'm so excited...I forgot how good it feels to get new clothes!

My colposcopy is at 3pm today. I'm a ball of nerves!

sweetchix, I think doriswe nailed it. Be direct. A good friend would understand and respect you for being honest.

My colposcopy is tomorrow. I'm trying not to freak myself out about it, but I'm so scared of bad news.

We did not. We met with my lawyer in his office where my exH and I signed off on everything (my exH did not have an attorney). I never stepped foot in a courtroom. My lawyer met with the judge who signed off and everything was filed. I received the official documentation of divorce about 2 weeks later.

Having everything in its place. My exH used to unload the dishwasher and stick shit anywhere and it drove me NUTS. He claimed he didn't know where stuff went...dude, you live here, too. Where do you get it from when you use it? I never miss that and love knowing where all my dishes/bakeware/silverware is at all times. He also used to take dishes to his car and leave it in there. I'd notice that bowls, spoons, etc., were missing and he'd casually be like, "Must be in my car." OMG, rage. Bring your shit inside!

I never have to watch anything I don't want to. Goodbye History Channel...you suck.

Having dreams that are bigger and more me than when I was married.

Finding out who I am and liking the process of discovery.

I ended things with my high school sweetheart. It was hard, but the relief of burden makes it worth it. My parents also divorced when I was 1yo. It's just my normal and I don't ever think about it as being detrimental.

You are so strong @abcedu! I'm glad you found peace with the situation, but I do hate that you have had to experience so many difficulties. Big hugs to you.

Tinder. My fb says Job Title at XYZ Company, so that is what Tinder showed. I edited Tinder so now it just says Job Title.

Happy Thursday!

I'm on an antibiotic that is not friendly with my stomach. Uugghhh. And the aftertaste is brutal, too. I'm thankful for medicine, but this is very unpleasant!

My sleep was awful last night. I want to nap or drink all the coffee, but given my stomach stats, I'd rather nap.