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Thank god my bank caught most of it and flagged it, but one transaction did make it through so that money isn't accessible to me for 10 days until they can recover it. It could have been worse and thank heavens it wasn't, but man I am on fire over this.

Fucking asshole thief.

I agree.

Yes, it had been a few days. Long story short, we chatted daily via text for over a month, went on 3 dates (one of which was an overnight), but I invited him over last weekend and he said no. He then fell off the radar for almost a week after declining my invite and not responding to a text from me, which was unusual per the past. Today (after I pointed out he went MIA), he apologized and said he's still learning to balance work and dating and can understand why I would think he skipped out on me. He said isn't interested in skipping out on me and that he promised he won't fall off the radar again. So idk.

Eta side note: He was on vacation for most of the time we talked and just started back to work last week, so I can see his side. According to him, he hasn't really dated since moving to my city for his job and his job is definitely one of the more demanding fields. Not making excuses, just more information.

doglove, that's so awkward and confusing on his part. If he asked would you see him again or are you over it?

Ugh, I hate being woken up by landscapers abcdefu. My complex's company comes on Tuesdays and my day off used to be Tuesdays...it sucked.

My brain went into overdrive right before bed last night, so I had a hard time falling asleep. I tossed and turned, eventually waking up at 6am and unable to fall back asleep. I thought about running, but my eyelids are so heavy with exhaustion that I don't think I would have gotten much out the run anyway.

The guy that I said ghosted me reached out last night and I laid out there that I hadn't heard from him and that I was confused as to what exactly he was doing. He sent a super long text this morning, but it really didn't offer too much clarification. I'm confused by it, I'm confused by what I'm feeling, and I really wish I could drink at work.

@lemonlover, I've been craving waffles and finally picked some up at the grocery store; the kind I bought suck!

I wish I could lay in bed today and read a chick-lit novel. I haven't read one in a long time and I think I could use it.

It does suck. It's hard not to turn it around on myself ("What's wrong with me? Why does this happen to me?"). I think this one hits a little harder because I really thought he was a good guy who was genuinely interested in me. Guess not.

I'm feeling better, although not 100%. I'm very glad to feel much more functioning and human-like!

I woke up at 6:15am and should have gotten up to run, but man I hate working out in the mornings so I went back to sleep, lol. I normally run in the late evening but it's been so hot that I try to wait until the sun is setting before I go. However, I'm finding that it's hard to do that since I get home so late from work anyway during the summer months, so I could really free up my evenings if I would just get up early to run. How do people become morning workout people? Is it possible?

I started listening to the book about fear that @32flavors recommended. I also watched the TED talk yesterday that was posted on ML about vulnerability. Lots of food for thought.

Someone posted an adorable pillow cover from Ikea on ML and I want it, but Ikea isn't selling it online and I don't have an Ikea. Why do you tease me Ikea, why??

I feel awful today. I think it's my sinuses: swollen lymph nodes, ears bothering me, mild sore throat, head feels floaty (too much fluid from drainage?), and exhausted x 100. I might ask to go home early.

I took over my work's Instagram account and I'm pretty proud of myself so far and we've gained new followers already. Yay!

agnes, where is that pillow from? I love it!

Sorry sweetchix .

I am sitting at the laundromat washing my comforter. Something here smells awful...I'm not sure I can sit in here with whatever smell this is.

I went to the state capitol today. The guy seemed super uninterested in giving a guided tour, so I opted for self-guided. I love tours, so I was really disappointed not to have one. I'll try again some day and hopefully get a more enthusiastic guide.

I'm getting mixed signals from the guy I went out with last week. He texts me daily but hasn't asked to see me again. I invited him over last night to watch GoT and he opted to stay home.

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